I have to face him in court next week. Just the thought of it makes my heart race and gives me that stabbing pain.
I saw my counselor tonight and told her that I have to see him. She thinks if just the thought gives me some anxiety that I should have a plan in place for what I'm going to do before/during/after... so I asked my family if any of them would come to court with me, even though the hearing will probably be less than an hour. Most of them said "probably, let me check with work". In the afternoon, I'm going to my old stylist and getting red highlights/lowlights (?) in celebration of ME and wanting to do something for me. And the fact that he HATED when I'd get anything other than blonde highlights.... so poo-poo on him!
I don't have much else going on; working a lot and trying to be social and active. I gotta get to sleep now.
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